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Monday, August 20, 2007

i tink i had worried alot of ppl due to my previous post.. i'm so sorry..

actually i duno wat to update also.. life had been rather boring.. mayb coz i jus dun njoy my life now.. i reali missed my cheerful bubbly character.. i feel so dead & so fake now.. i had to force myself to laugh & smile at things... i jus cant do it naturally... *haiz*...

i guess.. im once again going thru a v low period of my life now... been so long since i felt so lost... ever since 3yrs ago.. when kc broke up w me... the feeling is back again... i jus feel like staying hm alone.. i dun feel like goin out.. dun feel like mtg anyone.. *haiz*.. i noe onli i can help myself to get thru this... i reali need strength...

my mood is still as bad as a week ago... and im sorry to had worry u too.. i reali need to sort out alot of my thots... i reali need to give myself confidence to move on... thanks for the little surprise that day... it does help alittle... =)

but im still waiting... waiting for an ans... anyway... weather had been bad these few days...and it's making my knees hurt... and i mean hurt badly... jus wana ask for a little massage...

it's monday again... no monday blues for me... as i will be having blues till i fully recover back.. thanks elaine, char & xinz dar for making little effort to make me feel better... i try to meet up w u girls this coming week k... try 2 make urself free... miss u girls... *hugz*...

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