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Wednesday, May 23, 2007
time for another update... i was actually feeling kinda depressed after lunch today.. it's kinda sudden.. and i jus feel depressed... i feel tt im sooo bad at balancing out my life... with so many things on hand.. but i never seems to divide my time equally for any of them... i got to have class on every mon, thurs & fri evening.. which makes me only free after work on tues & wed.. and i try to make it a pt to head back hm for dinner on these 2 days.. which means.. i will have no time to meet up any of my friends... as i dont usually meet up with my dear on weekdays.. i try to leave my weekends for him.. but this also means.. my times for my friend will be lessen... im trying so hard to balance out my life.. but things jus dun seems to go my way.. ever since the start of my course.. i feel tt im reali leaving no time for my friends... esp Elaine & Charlene girl...
Elaine girl :- I noe u are going thru very tough time now.. im realli very sorry i cant be there for u.. but i wan u to noe even thou im not there physically.. i also dun wish to see ya sooo sad.. i reali wish i could draw out some time to meet up with ya.. but our timing seems to clash everytime.. *haiz*.. promise me.. u'll stay happy & cheerful.. and dun think too much k... i reali miss ya alot... reali cant wait to see ya.. *hugz*
Charlene girl :- I noe your mood haven been reali good recently.. esp with your work... but i believe after today.. u are feeling much better le.. i noe u will definitely find a better job soon.. always rem.. dun force yourself to do something tt u wun be happy with.. always live your life the way u wan... dun let anything / anyone to affect your mood... and i'll always be there supporting you... i hope to see ya soon too.. coz i miss ya lots... meanwhile.. pls take great care.. *hugz*
Last weekend wasnt reali good for me.. Dear was real sick over the weekend.. he had a real high fever of 39C on fri & sat.. and the med prescribed by the doc makes his lips soo dry tt they cracked and itched on sun... my whole weekend was spending looking after him.. and accompanyin my mum to the salon...
I was at Jurong Island ytd.. for my depot training.. as it was raining in the noon.. so the weather was so cooling tt i dun feel hot.. it was a fun trip.. as i reali get to see how the tanks look like.. how they are washed and repaired.. and also how survey of the tanks goes.. took the company transport back to bukit batok b4 heading back hm...
Dear came over for dinner today... as grandma cooking his fav soup... he jus left hm.. kinda worried for him.. coz he seems to be still feeling unwell.. and his appetite is real bad too...
Nothing seems to go right recently.. i will jus go into depressed mood easily recently.. dear is sick and due to work.. doesnt have any time for me... my charlene girl and elaine darling were also going thru alot recently.. and yet i cant be there for them.. i reali hate myself for all these.. *haiz*
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007
time for another update... i was actually feeling kinda depressed after lunch today.. it's kinda sudden.. and i jus feel depressed... i feel tt im sooo bad at balancing out my life... with so many things on hand.. but i never seems to divide my time equally for any of them... i got to have class on every mon, thurs & fri evening.. which makes me only free after work on tues & wed.. and i try to make it a pt to head back hm for dinner on these 2 days.. which means.. i will have no time to meet up any of my friends... as i dont usually meet up with my dear on weekdays.. i try to leave my weekends for him.. but this also means.. my times for my friend will be lessen... im trying so hard to balance out my life.. but things jus dun seems to go my way.. ever since the start of my course.. i feel tt im reali leaving no time for my friends... esp Elaine & Charlene girl...
Elaine girl :- I noe u are going thru very tough time now.. im realli very sorry i cant be there for u.. but i wan u to noe even thou im not there physically.. i also dun wish to see ya sooo sad.. i reali wish i could draw out some time to meet up with ya.. but our timing seems to clash everytime.. *haiz*.. promise me.. u'll stay happy & cheerful.. and dun think too much k... i reali miss ya alot... reali cant wait to see ya.. *hugz*
Charlene girl :- I noe your mood haven been reali good recently.. esp with your work... but i believe after today.. u are feeling much better le.. i noe u will definitely find a better job soon.. always rem.. dun force yourself to do something tt u wun be happy with.. always live your life the way u wan... dun let anything / anyone to affect your mood... and i'll always be there supporting you... i hope to see ya soon too.. coz i miss ya lots... meanwhile.. pls take great care.. *hugz*
Last weekend wasnt reali good for me.. Dear was real sick over the weekend.. he had a real high fever of 39C on fri & sat.. and the med prescribed by the doc makes his lips soo dry tt they cracked and itched on sun... my whole weekend was spending looking after him.. and accompanyin my mum to the salon...
I was at Jurong Island ytd.. for my depot training.. as it was raining in the noon.. so the weather was so cooling tt i dun feel hot.. it was a fun trip.. as i reali get to see how the tanks look like.. how they are washed and repaired.. and also how survey of the tanks goes.. took the company transport back to bukit batok b4 heading back hm...
Dear came over for dinner today... as grandma cooking his fav soup... he jus left hm.. kinda worried for him.. coz he seems to be still feeling unwell.. and his appetite is real bad too...
Nothing seems to go right recently.. i will jus go into depressed mood easily recently.. dear is sick and due to work.. doesnt have any time for me... my charlene girl and elaine darling were also going thru alot recently.. and yet i cant be there for them.. i reali hate myself for all these.. *haiz*
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