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Monday, February 20, 2006

have you ever lie down on your bed n start tinkin bout alot of things....
and eventually lose some sleep due to it...
i experience tt ytd... *haiz*...
with a terrible headache going on, my head starting tinkin of sooo many stuffs...
from happy events to even sad to even regretful matters... =X

tinkin back on hw i knew my dear thru Emi...
den playing vball tog...
den he calling me "siao char bo"..
to him comin up to Sembawang every nitez to fetch me out for supper...
to taking time off to meet up w me on sat...
to eventually getting tog....

and i mus say he had really pampered me alot... way too much i gues...
giving in to me even when it's my fault at times...
trying his v best to always make times for me... when he had such a packed n bz schedule at work...
i really apprecite everything tt he had did for me..... *muackz*...

but it eventually started me tinking back on my past r/s....
esp the 1 just before me and dear got tog...
the one tt make me miserable for almost a yr...
the one tt makes me drop so muach tears....
the one tt had no trust and no communication....
i really wonder hw i hang on to tt r/s tt time....
was i stupid or was i blind.... does love really makes a person blind......
why do we only see the whole clear pic after soooo long.....
mayb i was stupid.. to had tried to hang on to tt r/s... even though i noe it wun worked out... i was stupid to go wait for a guy who had nv love / like u in the 1st place... i was stupid to cry for a guy who does not even trust u at all.... i was really stupid.....!!!!!!!!

haiz.... wonder wat had makes me sooo blind for almost a yr.....
anyway i was glad dear stepped into my life... and makes me regains back my confidence in r/s... but sad things will always still haunts me in the nitez... *haiz*.... mayb tt's why ppl always say bad things are well more remembered den good things.....

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